Revival

Am at the stage of revival - pulling myself out of this unnecessary - prolonged grief where I do not have intrinsic motivation to live my life happily - I lost my ability to express fully, ability/motivation to learn new things in life - feel happy abt life and bring happiness to people around me. Too many dark thoughts entered into my mind and changed my life to a void, quiet and lifeless state- Since am aware of how life should feel - I am hoping for a change and I see it imminent.